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Season 19: A Top 10 Countdown and a Four-Year Milestone
Season 19 marked the podcast’s fourth anniversary. Instead of new guest interviews throughout, this season revisited the ten most-listened-to episodes in the show’s history, counting down from number ten to number one, then closed with a solo anniversary episode. The season ran from May 25 to June 21, 2026.
Season 19 Trailer: Top 10 Episodes Countdown
Nathalie introduces the countdown format and explains why she chose to mark the fourth anniversary this way, revisiting the ten conversations that resonated most with listeners.
Episode 190: Grieving Someone Still Alive: Ambiguous Loss and Grief (with Stephanie Sarazin)
Number ten in the countdown. Nathalie revisits her conversation with Stephanie Sarazin on Ambiguous Grief — the grief that arises from losing someone who is still alive.
Episode 191: How Long Does Grief Last? The Question Everyone Asks (with David Kessler)
Number nine in the countdown. Nathalie revisits her conversation with David Kessler on the question nearly every grieving person asks: how long does grief last?
Episode 192: Grief After a Revenge Suicide: Surviving a Difficult Loss (with Shavaun Scott)
Number eight in the countdown. This episode discusses suicide, intimate partner abuse, and traumatic loss — listener discretion advised. Nathalie revisits her conversation with Shavaun Scott on surviving one of the most complicated forms of loss.
Episode 193: Grief, Trauma, Essence and Safety (with Turiya Hanover)
Number seven in the countdown. Nathalie’s third conversation with Turiya Hanover, co-founder of Path Retreats and the Path of Love process, on grief, trauma, and safety.
Episode 194: Trauma Resolved in One Session? Is It Really Possible? (with Laney Rosenzweig)
Number six in the countdown. A revisit of the conversation with Laney Rosenzweig, developer of Accelerated Resolution Therapy (ART), on rapid, evidence-based trauma resolution.
Episode 195: Grief and Conscious Communication: Meeting Your Pain (with James Fish Gill)
Number five in the countdown. Revisiting the double-episode conversation with James Fish Gill, heart coach and transformational facilitator, on bringing loving awareness to pain.
Episode 196: Grief: The Essential Questions Everyone Asks (with Meghan R Jarvis)
Number four in the countdown. Nathalie’s third conversation with psychotherapist, podcast host, and TEDx speaker Meghan Riordan Jarvis, on the essential questions people ask about grief.
Episode 197: Grief and the Nervous System: Polyvagal Theory for Loss (with Deb Dana)
Number three in the countdown. A revisit of the conversation with Deb Dana, clinician and leading translator of Polyvagal Theory, on how the nervous system processes loss.
Episode 198: How Healing Is Possible After Loss (with Rachel Tennpenny Crawford)
Number two in the countdown. This one revisits Episode 1 — the very first conversation ever recorded for the podcast — with Rachel Tenpenny on why and how healing is possible.
Episode 199: Loss and What Death Cannot Take: Love After Loss (with Turiya Hanover)
Number one in the countdown — the most-listened-to episode in the podcast’s history. Nathalie’s conversation with Turiya Hanover on the loss of significant partners in life.
Episode 200: Grief and Trauma Podcast: 4-Year Anniversary Edition
On June 21, 2026, the podcast turned four years old. In this solo anniversary episode, Nathalie steps away from the interview format to speak directly to the guests and listeners who built the show.